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Country: United States
State: Kansas
Birthday: 10/1/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: Anime, Drawing, Marines, J-pop
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 6/23/2004

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Monday, January 24, 2005

Wow...been...a while since I posted ._.; oh well..

 

Not much has been going on. I finally have a Sin X and a Gypsy on RO! Ya for me! ^_^ Going for a champion :3 oooh that reminds me...there is this funny clip that someone posted on RO..you don't need a perverted mind to understand it at all, but it is FUNNY!

 

=note do not watch with parents or other adults around=

 

here it is: ...never mind can't find the link T-T


Thursday, December 09, 2004

This world is so still, but the dim light of glowing embers shine upon the deadly ground. Trudging feet slowly dragging my empty shell. The heat was too weak, for one like me to ever feel. Though I cannot feel the heat, the harsh hold of death's icy hand grasping upon my body tears away at what little of my soul, and my heart I have left. There is no one here to help me. There is no one here to free me.

I shall never be able to see light ever again, I shell only see the crimson color of my blood drapeing it's poison along my skin. All I ask is for one to come. For one to free my withered soul from this hold. To save my life from then ending pain. I need a light to know my life, I need one to show me the way through this darken void. I beg for the one who is still out there, please come forth and help me be free. Help me force this darkness away. You know who you are, and you know the way to free me. I beg of you, My love, help me be free so you can hold me in your arms, and whisper to me, "I love you."

O-o; nah I ain't depressed...i just like to write poems :3 I won 3 art contest cause of my poems ^-^


Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Hiya all! I've been doing better in school -nod nod- which is good...and december 18 i leave to go to CA for christmas...I'll miss all my friends...even Bagel ;-; -sighs- I wonder if anyone will miss me...Anyways i better go...peace!


Sunday, November 21, 2004

meh...not sure what to say...i have been going through some bad times...and I hope nothing is wrong with me...I miss my love...and one of my freidns...doesn't seem to care for me...we got into a fight and he won't talk to me anymore...-sighs- well today i talked with glex...and sang for him...he said I sound cute when I sing..i still doubt I sound cute when I sing...-sighs- I need to get out more often...anyways see ya


Tuesday, November 16, 2004

MWHAHAHA! I changed me background song! Can any of you guess what it is? And where it is from? :3

 

Anyways been a while since i've made a post XD. Me and me mom bought shrek 2 [it was funny]. Next week I'll be in NC with my mom. Then Christmas Break I'll be in CA with my dad and...I'LL HAVE A TATTOO!!!!! I'll make sure to take a pic for you all to see it! XD My life has been a down hill from depression...damn me female life..[if your a girl then you will understand when i mean by 'My time'] Anyways I better get going -nod nod- See ya!!!!!



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